The Hands of Time

Lately I have had my days and nights all mixed up!  I guess I can blame it on my friends who have been dragging me around to all hours of the night and I have to spend my afternoons catching up on sleep. 

Then at night, I am wide-eyed and bushy-tailed.  I have a lot of projects to keep me busy so I have not been online much not that I have had that much "free time" with my crazy friends.

Right now it does not really matter if I am mixed-up or not because I really don't have anywhere to be since I am on vacation.  I am just going to go with it...

Live Strong and Hard

I have noticed that I haven't been as available to others as I have been in the past.  I guess I am a little apprehensive about putting myself out there again.  I am keeping my distance from strangers and eying everyone with a new lens of scrutiny.

 I try to be nice and not push too hard.  I am just going through the motions sometimes and I am forgetting to feel and it is making me numb.  I am not devoid of emotions, just not here online.

I find my pulse quickening when the sun hits my face.  The voices around me fill my void and I live strong and hard in the laughter of life of the real world.  This is were I belong amongst the faces and hands of those breathing in my ears. 

I will eventually fade away, lost in memories of the past and what will those who remain remember about me...