Responsibility

I wish I could change things for you.  I wish I could take the hurt away, but I cannot.  I can only take responsibility for my actions.  I can not blame the one who bullied me but only blame myself for letting those words touch me so completely.  I cannot be responsible for you either.

 I do not make you mad, happy, angry or joyous, only you can do that.  I am sorry for misunderstandings but I have do nothing to be ashamed of...for once, I have just used my words and reached out to talk others.  I have made no commitments only conversations.  I am not looking for more than that here.  These are my words and I have said that all along.  I am not looking to find you here.