Rainy Daze

I am always amazed by the amount of time I lived online.  I look back now and I wonder what I could have accomplished without the hours, days, months, and years tied up to my computer.  I am not saying that I regret my time or that I would change it.

I just ponder at the moments lost in the real world and what my online life accomplished for me.  I lived hard online and I tried to be myself but over the years I stopped recognizing myself and I had alienated all my friends and family.  I guess you can say I was living in a world I could control instead of one I could not.

My online life was as real to me as the one I took my first breaths in and I felt I was always showing the real me.  I guess you can't be who you are while you are locked away.  I resisted for a long time but I have finally been able to see myself clearly and the reflection makes me smile.

Enjoy your life...live hard and love harder....but to experience the rain...you must get wet!