Your Real Picture

I have noticed that most guys will ask you for picture. I guess the answer is when will he ask. I can pretty much decided if I am going to talk to someone based on when they ask.

If the first thing they say to me is ASL, then I might not even respond. I have that stuff on my profile. I figure if they really want to know they can check it out. Sometimes I post an ANIME picture instead of a real one for several reasons.

When you put up a real one you get two responses, first they tell everyone in the lobby that they think you are really hot and then you get and bunch of unwanted attention from people that are only interested in chatting up a pretty girl or the second response where they criticize what you look like. The second usually happens after you tell them you are not interested in them or if you ignore them. I do not know why I let people get to me but when they are talking about your own personal picture you take it personally.

With an ANIME picture, I have a little bit of a mysterious element. It also gives me a chance to see if the guy is interesting though conversation. After I chat with him for a bit, I have no problems showing my picture. I guess I respect those that do not ask more because I think they are trying to get to know the real me.

I never have a problem answering questions. I actually love it and there is no question I won't answer just be cautious and make sure you really want to know my answer.

Too Young

Last night, I starting chatting with this guy. He seemed pretty put together. I find that it is really hard errr difficult to find a decent conversation. Well, I began chatting and somewhere along the way the subject of ages comes up and we do the whole ASL thing. He tells me he is 18 and I am thinking, "WHOA!" that is pretty young. We have quite an age difference. We chatted for a bit and then he says, "Do you want to know how old I really am?" In that moment I knew I needed to walk away. What I don't understand is how a child could be on a site at 1 am. Don't parents know what their children are doing online or who is out here. The kid I talked too wanted to know if I would ever consider being with someone his age. I told him no and it was against the law. His words, "No one would know"

Addiction

I had an addiction for several years. I did not know I had a problem until I woke up one morning with letters from my keyboard embedded in my head from where I had fallen asleep at the computer. Yes, I know it's hard err difficult to believe but I was addicted to online chat rooms. I know there is a 12 step program for this type of addiction...take 12 steps away from the keyboard and run. Of course, the first step is always the hardest...err most difficult. I find myself tempted to go back but I am afraid I might not be able to return from that dark side. I thought blogging would be a good alternative to online chat rooms. I feel a little lost now with the web cams and voice chat. Let's get back to old fashion imagination...close your eyes and what do you see....empress of fantasy...here, online you can do anything....this is a place to talk about some adventures in the world of cyberspace

Cherry Licking 101

Can you imagine a hot, steamy day...where you can barely breathe because it is so hot outside? Well, I am there now and all I can think is to kicking back and sipping an ice cold cherry cola and slowly licking the cherries....mmmm