Toxic People

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What kind of people do you surround yourself with?  Do they help or hinder you?

Recently, I read an article about toxic people and it got me thinking about the people around me...

First of all, what does it mean to be toxic...well, I am talking about the toxic part of their "behavior" and the drama they create in your life.  Dealing with such an individual can be both difficult and draining.  So, how do you spot one?

Here are some signs of a toxic person: They spread negativity; They criticize you and others; They are jealous; They keep disappointing you; Everything is always dramatic; They play the victim; They are self-centered; They aren't interested in changing.

Do you know anyone that fits the bill here?  If so, what do you do...well, start with taking out a mirror and reflect on what trait makes you such easy prey...assessment just allows you to strengthen any weaknesses.  I not suggesting that you take the blame for their bad behavior but that you learn "why" this is happening so that you can stop it.

Toxic people are manipulators and abuse both emotionally and verbally~ you do not need these type of people in your life.  Plan your exit strategy and just get out...it may seem cruel but over time you will realize the benefits when you are smiling again~ 

My best advise is to always trust your gut~ trust yourself and your judgment...don't dwell on excuses or try to rationalize someone else's bad behavior.  You have to take care of yourself first~ good luck 

Arsenal

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Did you know that words can literally activate chemical processes that affect us at every level~ emotional, physical, mental~  This can point us in a direction of being successful and happy or one that leads to failure and distress...

You must know that conversations are essential to life...how else can we maintain relationships, build trust, or even bring pleasure to others and ourselves~

I guess that means that being able to communicate effectively is probably the most important basic skill that someone needs to have in order to survive in society.

I have an arsenal of words at my fingertips and it is up to me to pick the ones I use...I can be hurtful, offensive or even down right rude...but I can also heal, praise and compliment~ knowing how and when to use your words helps shape the kind of person you are and what people think about you...

The choice is yours my friend~ pick your words carefully...there is more at stake that you can imagine, especially in our online world...

The Star

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You hold me in place~ in my world you are my sky...

I can always see my brightness reflected in your eyes...

 I always soar high above the clouds because I can defy gravity when I am wrapped in your embrace.
In your presence, I burn hotter and shine brighter than anyone else around me.  My confidence pulsates in your direction and I can feel my heart quickening with each whisper of your lips...you steal my breath with each passing day...

I give to you my total self, to have and to hold....but where am I in your world...will my brightness someday fade~

Even if I am not always at my brightest, I will always shine for you because your are sky and I am your star...and we hold each other in our world~

The Tiger

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A tiger takes a step back before it jumps forward, so whenever life pulls you back, don't worry its going to lead you to a great victory....so in other words, sometimes you have to deal with bad stuff to get to the good stuff.

When you look back on all the times you felt defeated or even when you lost your way, you can see that many of those setbacks turned out to be a blessing in disguise.

Sometimes it takes a tragedy, to see the good in things or people.  How many times have you been moved to be a better version of your self, after knowing something unspeakable happened to someone else?

It is okay to take a moment to let things settle in when you are facing a long and grueling path, but don't rest too long...the sooner you take your first step the sooner you will make it to your intended destination...remember to count your blessings along your way because that will make the monsters go away...

Safety Not Guaranteed

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Do you ever want to just get away for awhile? I don't mean going on vacation.  I mean to just slip away from your problems and struggles, even if it is just for a brief moment...

I have been wondering how people deal with obstacles in life...and how do they get through things that seem so daunting, too big to ever overcome.  I have heard that you just smile and move forward but what do you do if you don't feel like smiling...if you just don't want to face the formidable opponent, does this make you a coward or just human?

You know, you can do everything right in life~ and live to the ideal.  You can eat all the right foods, exercise regularly, avoid using drugs or alcohol, study hard and get good grades, treat people right, and live virtuously... you can do all these things and still your safety is never guaranteed~ bad things will still happen...you just have to have the strength to get through them...

I am not sure how you do that though...I wish I had the answer.  I look back on my life and see that I have dealt with a lot but I have no idea how I got through it all~ I just did.

I am facing another crossroads in life~ and I am not sure which way to go because both paths look very rocky...I am sure it is normal to be afraid and right now I am numb and I do not know how to smile...I know I can't stay here very long and I must move forward...but I hope it is ok just to rest here for a bit, to take some more time before preceding...

Conversations

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I do not make you feel sad, happy, angry or fear,  only YOU can do that.  I am sorry for any misunderstandings but I have done nothing to be ashamed of...for once, I have just used my words and reached out to talk to others.  I have made no commitments only conversations.  I am not looking for more than that here.  These are my words and I have said that all along.

I wish I could change things for you.  I wish I could take away the hurt, but I cannot.  I can only take responsibility for my actions.  I cannot blame the ones who bullied me but I can only blame myself for letting those words touch me so completely.  I cannot be responsible for you either...

Climax

 Come Here: The Climax

Do you bounce around the internet looking for something sexy or just sex, sex, sex?  I notice that my posts that are more sexual in nature get a higher amount of readability.

It doesn't really surprise me... words are an amazing thing, I can hold their firmness in my palm as my fingers slip an slide over the surface of my keyboard.  I can feel them pushing, harder and faster as I stroke feverishly because I know I am about to burst into a new idea...

Innuendos are a hard topic to grasp for some especially if they are not firm with the English language.

As a tool of humor, it stands erect.  However, with a limited understanding and oral skills the intended meaning may be hard to wrap your hands around and a more well-rounded explanation will be needed to fill in the holes.

And full penetration of the subject requires that the chatter take a long, hard look at the words that might have a handful or meanings and thrust them into the chat conversation at the right time so that they may satisfy many chatters at once.

This can be a rigorous process that requires a slow build-up of fluid phrases expertly inserted into the conversation and eventually increasing faster and faster until it flows quickly to the point and the intended sexual meaning comes to a hard climax.  It is always more pleasing when no one sees it coming, often by entering the mind through the rear.

Of course, use this method in moderation so that conversation does not get too hard to follow and remember an important point for chatting is to let loose and have a little fun~

This is how I write and it is a part of me.  I guess it will always be there.  I don't pick my words to just draw you here because I wouldn't be writing for me anymore~ I would just be a word whore to the oldest profession and I want more than that for myself~ but we all know I have a sexual side and it does come out to play~...a lot