
I am a little bummed today. It has been a really exhausting day physically and emotionally.
I came to chat to relax and let some steam off but today hasn't been much fun. I feel like I am having to defend my writing a lot. Some of it is good but most is not. I guess I should not have shared my blogs with everyone. I just thought it would be a good way for people to understand who I am.
I guess I am realizing that it is more emotional than I ever imagined. I am not sure how I feel about putting the real me out there in the online world to be a target for criticism. I guess I am upset with myself most of all for feeling upset. I have always been taught that tears are a sign of weakness. I am hoping to find my smile soon.