Consuming

Hate is a pretty powerful thing but I am not sure you understand how much it really only hurts you...

When someone wrongs you, what do you do?  Don't your defenses begin to protect you...you build a wall. 

You retreat into the place you feel the safest and you start preparing for the war.  You stockpile as many weapons as you can to use against the one you hate. 

You are constantly thinking about your strategy to win. 

You may lose sleep, eat less, and even start spreading the seed of this persons  transgression to everyone because you think this may provide them protection~

You ultimately become consumed with the idea of this person's wrongdoings...the seeds of hate are growing strong in you...and you are blinded by this hated~ it has changed your entire world and you are surrounded in the darkness...

The person that caused all of this...they are living their life in the sun, smiling~ guilt-free for in their mind they have done nothing...all this only affects you...all the hurt and pain you are creating gives them the ultimate victory...and you handed it to them on a silver platter of hate~