I feel a little disconnected right now trying to find a new place. The search for what I lost seems to be taking more time than I thought. I have been opening many doors but either I find a place filled with many lecherous hands or the only place to sit is in a corner way, way in the back of the room.
No place feels right, not even close. Funny, how you feel loss in the most unusual way. I miss things you would expect like, the ease of the conversation and history that only needed a word or two to relate. I miss the laughter... I also miss the most annoying things as well.
I am not looking for perfection, no..it is more like I am looking for the chaos more than anything else.
I am looking for a place that I don't feel like I am looking on the outside in~ maybe just a place where everyone knows my name...
I am sure someday I will find what I am looking for...I mean, all we have is time~
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Ya know what, since it's getting warm out. You could find better things to do than sit in a chat room all the time. Life is way to short to wasting valuable time.
It is funny~ because I am hardly ever online anymore and when I am ~ the sun isn't out...so don't worry~ I am not sitting in front of a computer all day~
We all feel disconnected every now and then. Hope you find what you are searching for :)
Thanks~
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